-CURRENT UPDATES-

Well, well, well! Its been months since my last blog. Anyways, I'm in the mood to blog right now. For three months of no-blogging, there are so many things I want to share. I don't know where to begin. Right now, I'm at the Office of the company I was assigned to comply my 160 hours of On-the-Job Training. Can you beleive it.. just months before my Graduation DAY! Yipee! Another Commencement Exercise to attend. LOL Its so Close yet so FAR.

Last semester, the VERY thing that was bothering me was my TAX SUBJECT. The problem was not with me.. its was a TEACHER FACTOR. Even though I was trying really hard.. reading one chapter several times, doing computations over and over again--- it seems not enough. I still failed the quizzes he gave us. Truth is, my Prelim and midterm grades did not reach the passing grade. :( And that two grades comprises 50% of my final grade. So, it was a really tough situation. All the pressure was there- not to be able on March, disappoint my parents, the shame of not passing, and to be left out.

Luckily, my prayers and hardwork paid off. I did really prepared for the Departmental Exam. Sleepless nights, sacrificing other subjects, taking cups of coffees, and reading tax book from cover to cover twice PLUS the reviewer my classmates told me to study because our Sir will be getting most of the questions there. Well it did. HAHAHA.. most of the questions, like 80% of the exam, really came from the reviewer. The technique is just to familiarize all the answers, even though i didn't know how they arrived with that answer- the thing is solutions during departmental exams are not necessary. Everybody was cramming also, so it was like a CLASS EXAM. Everyones doing it.. YOU KNOW What i mean. And im not gonna DO IT AGAIN. I just have to do it because it was A DO-OR-DIE SITUATION.

Another highlight also from last sem is my ENTREP subject. DOING the business plan - it was a group project anyways. But, theres just too much hurt from this experience. Actually, because of this subject I actually cried! And it was on 9.9.9- i know this day must be three times luckier. But for me, things went out the opposite. I really cried hard inside our classroom. I didn't know what happened but after asking and hearing that we really can't do anything to change her mind, i went right to love and burst into tears.. HAHAHA.. that situation was SO NOT ME.. HAHAHA.. You know, I'm not a cry-baby. and in my life, i seldom cry. I didn't cry when i fail my Accountancy course.. BUT in this case... WHAT HAPPENED?? haha.. I just felt that all my efforts went to nothing. And that was it.. CASE CLOSED.

We had also our fine dining. Can you believe it.. I was actually nominated for the " Lady of the NIGHT". I was just nominated, i didn't get the title.. My good friend, Rich, did and she deserves it too.. :) OUr theme was a "BLACK AND WHITE AFFAIR"- coz every night is another story. It was fun. and we all look GORGEOUS. After the event had milkashakes @ COFFEECAT and went straight ahead to EVIBE. We danced the night away.

So that's it for now. 3 happenings just to update you.

~ciao!

Zonal Truth: “I Play it Safe!”

Whenever asked about the phrase “describe yourself” I always find myself dumbfounded with that question. Not that I don’t know myself well, rather I find it hard to narrate what kind of person I am. Writing about yourself shouldn’t be that hard. Since, at the first place, it only involves you and no one else. Basically you just have to choose the right words that best fit you. But for me, it is not enough to just blab something about yourself. It takes one to know one. I guess, you cannot just contain the whole you in a sheet of paper. But since this task involves only choosing one description that best fit my personality, it is synonymously marketing myself as a product showcasing its most special feature to the public.
For 19 years, 4 months, and 2 days the world has started to revolve around its axis with me. And in those years, a responsible being was developed. I have become a person capable of manipulating things in an organized manner. I am always used to plan ahead of time for in any contingency that may arise, at least I know what to do. Planning has been a part of me, but it doesn’t necessarily means that my plans should be set out always. However, even though I am viewed like this by many, there is something in me that people have overlooked behind those facts – of being responsible, organized, and she-knows-what-to-do labels. I do not like risk. Truth is I hate and fear it. It is said that everyday you face risk. Everything in life is about risk. And that I do not like. That is why I have to plan always, to counter the risk. Not that I hate mistakes, I just fear failures. Call it ironic since I am a business student and business handles or tackles a lot of risk. Well, that’s why I’m studying, to be more acquainted with it and eventually to easily deal with it at the right time. I know in time, I’ll be used to it, but for now, I still fear it.
I am not a risk-taker. Boldly, I said it again. Maybe, I just love being in my comfort zone. A zone wherein I am familiar with everything – family, friends, routines are all stable. Functionalism might have affected me greatly; to the extent I don’t want to take risk in my life anymore and resist change. For as long as my comfort zone is there for me, I am willing to stick with it. Sometimes, I wish that every moment of my life should always be like this. If there’s a way to resist it, then I could have done it a long time ago. But, I wish I had known better. Life’s changes is constant so as the earth constantly revolves. You might think that I haven’t come across with change ever. Matter of fact, I had experienced it a lot like everyone did. And that’s why from those experiences I had with change, the major ones are not really that pleasant. In my case, if it will not have a rough start then, it maybe traumatic. For me, a change is already a risk. You never know what happens when something changes. I read once that, “The more things change, The more nothing changes.” Well, it is a good quote to live with especially for people like me who advocates the stop-change-cause. I do not know if it is that bad not to embrace risk, but I do know that in time, I should be stepping out of that zone of mine or else I am not living a life anymore.
Life now may have been good at me. As long as I am dribbling the ball, I will play it safely. Every move I make should be calculated. It may not be well calculated since I am not a perfectionist. What’s important know is that I should not lose grip of the ball. And in time, I should not be afraid in making fouls since it is naturally part of the game. Life has still many things to offer me. If I can just learn how to step out, then the world may open doors leading one way to another.


Jeramae A. Llerena
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MIMI needs...

Just right after googling my family name over the net for no reason, my friend suggested to try this one. Googling your name and adding the word "need".... The results are very funny... I highly recommend it to you guys, you should try it..

Mimi needs a good home. She is a little overweight, spayed, full vet check-ups and inoculations ---> (-_-)

Mimi Needs Prayers. --> okay. I’ll be happy to know that someone’s praying for me. It should be a good prayer though. *wink

~Mimi needs love~ --> we All Need it. Love makes the world go round.

Mimi Needs Wheels! --> HAHAHA… LOL! Am I a car or what?!

Mimi Needs a Cat. ---> uhmm.. sure, as long as it’s a PeRSIAN one.. I’ll definitely take it!

Mimi Needs a TUMMY TUCK ---> haha.. even though I’m kinda fat, but I’m not desperate to have my tummy tucked for now!

Mimi Needs to LOSE WEIGHT --> okay okay!

Mimi needs antibiotics --> for what bitches??

mimi needs home. Mimi needs a new loving forever home. mimi needs to lose the attitude. Mimi needs tubes. Mimi needs a new home .. --> what attitude?? Currently, I have to homes.. don’t need one now..

Mimi needs 500 dollars à YES YES YES!!

Mimi needs a Roger --> HAHAHAHA.. this one's really funny!Who’s ROGER btw? As long as ROGER is a good person.

Mimi needs you? You left Mimi here to be alone --> yes… why did you leave me??? L( hahaha

Mimi needs a beam weapon ---> Can anybody tell me where I'm gonna use this?

Mimi Needs a Thriller When She Goes to Bed. ---> uhm, eeew?

Mimi needs to be excommunicated --> what did I do?!

Mimi needs to emancipate herself and celebrate that ass! --> I’m Not yet Ready to be emancipated!!! Hahaha…

Mimi's needs to update it's look. --> Yeah! I definitely agree on this one.

Mimi needs to slow down and tell Carter how she feels being accused. --> talk to you later Carter! Whoever you are..

Mimi's needs more time. --> I think I had enough time already after the summer break…. For now..

Mimi needs a date???! --> HAHAHA.. nO comment!

mimi needs to go!!! ..---> FINE!

MiMi needs a wonderful home where she can just sit in someones lap and play in the yard.

---> I think in time… maybe some other time I’m gonna need this.

Mimi needs a match, her electricity is down too --> oH? 0_0

Mimi needs better characterization in every story she's in. --> how I wish I’m an artist! Acting’s not my line..

Mimi needs to stop loosing weight now, ---> seriously, you’re confusing me.

Mimi needs some serious motivation! --> hell yeah.!

LET the cOuntDown Begin..

Tomorrow will be the start of it..
My last College year..
Now that I'm a SEnior
Let the Good TImes ROLL!


SUrely I'm gonna miss Everything after a year.
-.-

AGONY for SUMMER?

It’s exactly ONE WEEK since I’ve been detached to my so-called “virtual world”. Well, it’s not that, it’s like the longest days I haven’t logged in on any of my social network sites. It’s just that, on school days, I don’t usually spend time on my computer (except its school related – paper works or case studies and stuff!). Reason: I Just don’t…. not that I’m the nerdy type of student. In fact, I’m totally just an average student having an average IQ too. 

So, the question now is, “IS SUMMER a SCHOOL DAY??”---- yeah for me. It’s not that I’m taking up any SUMMER LESSONS from A SUMMER WORKSHOP; well actually it’s purely ACADEMICS. Currently enrolled with 9 units, that’s three subjects. And my class is 6 times a week straight. So much fun isn’t it?? HAHA! It’s been three years that I spent my summer having this required summer class on our curriculum. Luckily, this is the last summer class I will have, since next MARCH I’m graduating (hopefully) from college. 6 days for 6 weeks.. I think I’m used to it. AS my father always told me before, “SUFFER for FOUR YEARS or SUFFER FOREVER??” Clearly, I’ve chose the first option, and this is part of it already. (suffer means to sacrifice right?)

My “exciting” summer class began last April 13, just right after the HOLY WEEK. I’m thinking that the our university must have opened our summer classes a bit earlier since from all the other universities here, they just started their summer classes now. And it’s a bit ironic cause our school is known as a CATHOLIC school. They should have at least extended our summer break since we only got 3 weeks perhaps. Anyways, I said “exciting” summer class. My classes began at 1:00 pm .. first subject BIO400 or Environmental Science. My classmates and I really didn’t get it why on earth do we need to take this subject. It’s written on our prospectus though, but we really can’t find the right logic why we have this. FIRST we’re Management Accounting major, so if ever we got employed, for sure it will be in line with business. Not with any green act movements. Point is—IT’S TOO IRRELEVANT! What’s more, I don’t like the teaching strategy of our bio teacher. It’s very elementary style. And we just have our first quiz last Saturday. And to tell you guys, on my entire SCHOOL LIFE, I never encountered a quiz that includes the subject orientation as part of the coverage. It’s really weird. Though the quiz was objective type, enumeration to be exact, I didn’t get it why she has to include those. Questions like: What’s the values that you can get on this course? What are the course description? And What is the subject all about—types of question.! AND the she has this bonus question. Stating guess what is the highest level of education your mentor has.. Choices are Bachelor’s degree, Masterals Degree, MD, PhD, and Doctor of Science. And luck was not on my side that time, so I was wrong. In short, her bonus question didn’t help. Well I answered its Masterals Degree, and she claimed that it’s Doctor of Science. (I don’t believe her. Takes time to convince myself that she is a Doc of Sci.) My classmate said that our teacher was just boasting her degree on us. Thing is, I don’t hate my bio teacher, I just don’t feel her teachings.

Moving on my next class, I have this Production Management. Well, this time my teacher on this subject happens to be my teacher last sem, and so far he is good. Like his teaching style. I mean I can easily pick up on the lessons. And the good thing is that, he explained to us why we need to take this subject clearly. This subject is more on theories again, so theories mean reading. That’s why everyday I have to read the book. And tomorrow will be another recitation and I haven’t read on the new chapter that we will take since I’m still blogging here. 

Last subject, which is my only evening subject is Auditing THEORY. Well, all I can say is that, this subject is relevant to our course. But since it’s theory, it requires reading again. I am not a reader-type of person actually, or the “bookish-person” they say. I usually fall asleep studying sometimes. That’s why during on HELL WEEKS, COFFE is the one that makes me ALIVE. Learn to drink coffee on college! Going back, my teacher here loves to talk nonsense. He keeps canting on stories or business issues that sometimes we cannot relate to. Sometimes the questions that are being asked are not answered even though his explanation is too long already.! But among his nonsense or sensible talks, this is what stays on my mind:

“EDUCATION is NOT A PLACE, IT’S A PROCESS.”

I guess, I’ve written long enough describing my Summer Class. See why I called it exciting. (Most of my summer days will be spent on reading again)

WEIRD

I said it... IT'S FREAKIN" WEIRD...

Due to boredom.. I tried googling my family name.. YES! It's totally nonsense.. but anyways I've DONE it already.. haha.. SO, i was searching my surname on the web.. I was just hoping that maybe a long lost relative will appear, but as far as I can remember, we had none.. haha.. OR, maybe perhaps a relative that I don't personally knew will come into view and maybe I can befriend her .. add her on FB if she has one or any social websites she has enlisted.. (well, I am just finding reasons to justify my actions.. :D) SO.. quick results immediately appeared on my window.. THen, the very thing that caught my attention is the one link from wikipedia.. of course, i CLiCK it first from all other links that were shown to me because WIKIPEDIA is a great source of information.. And I'm surprised to found out that Wikipedia only offers me two sentences for my SURNAME.. (it's LLERENA by the ways.. ) Isn't it great?? haha.. (i should be thankful somehow that my surname is on the WIKIPEDIA) Well, that's not the thing.. WHAT TOTALLY AMAZED me is that... MY surname is a small municipality in SPAIN!! I'm really not surprised that its a place somewhere in SPAIN, (because at the first place, obviously, it is not a family owned place)... I mean I WAS SURPRISED but what totally CONFUSED ME is.. I THINK my family has no Spanish-blood or Hispanic history or whatever related to SPAIN. ALL i know is that, my surname or rather my grandfather from my father's side is not Spanish.. and TRUTH is.. He is some sort OF JAPANESE.. He's a fraction of Japanese.... And my dad kept saying before that we had some sort of japanese, chinese, and native blood in our family---thats from their side.. SO, it's mix-mix...

I am REALLY WONDERING NOW how LLERENA-->the place in SPAIN came into being.. Though it is just a small place or municipality... it got the same name from my SURNAME.. weird isn't it? and we don't have any connections from SPAIN either.. so, can anybody explain this to me?? I'll be really glad to have the answers..
:D


AND oh, i tried googling my mothers' maiden name also.. and the only result is its a TELECOMMUNCATION company.. ALAMON TELCO, INC. to be precise.. WElL, like the small town named LLERENA.. its not OURS.. haha.. How I wish I can own one of the two... :))

" TRY GOOGLING YOUR FAMILY NAMES.. IT'S KINDA FUN."

The place I'd ♥ to go this Summer..

It's SUMMERTIME again.. The perfect time to go to the beach.. perhaps with your circle of friends, families or any of your loved ones... getting tanned or sun-burned... enjoying the heat of the sun and the summer wind.. and doing everything FUN under the SUN stuffs.

I was watching this noontime show one day, and it was commercial break then, when suddenly they flash this advertisement about a beach.. ACTUALLY its just a local beach in my country.. and i was very fascinated with what the whole PLACE to offer.. nice view.. nice beach.. EVERYTHINGs NICE!! and what's more is they have this package deal.. They are offering 3 days and 3 nights accommodation (the plane fare is included of course).. and good thing also is, you are loaded with activities to do, a tour at the beach resort, there's this theme park that they flash also, which is nice of course.. and a trip or tour to the historical places in the CIty. The deal is you have to come in a group, of at least 10 people.. And the offer is really really cheap, affordable. It's just 3,000 pesos.. (I hope i don't sound like a desperate sales agent here.. hahaha)

The thing is.. even though its really affordable.. I think i just can't go there... FOR NOW! haha :)
I'm still dependent to my parents.. And the decision is theirs.. BUT, I REALLY REALLY LOVE TO BE THERE WITH MY FRIENDS THIS SUMMER... Well, the place is just AWESOME.. The SCENERY is great too...and FYI.. i forgot to tell you where this beach resort is located. It's in DAPITAN city, here in the Philippines... And just a little info about the place.. IT IS WHERE OUR NATIONAL HERO (Jose P. Rizal) spent his last days before he was detained...In short, he also fall inlove with the place. The place is very FILIPINO. Frankly speaking.. the beach resort is not new to me.. It's quite famous here, I think it's included in the most visited tourist spots in the Philippines, before Boracay(the most famous beach island in my country..as of now) came into view. I remembered that I have a post card of the place when i was still in grade school.. I have that post card because its a requirement of course.. For our history class then. ANYWAYS... I JUST WANNA BE THERE.. A.S.A.P! haha..Here are some pics that I googled to give you a glimpse of what I'm blabbing..

Fortes n' Fides

I am so happy.. I did it for the second time..
and I cannot do this alone, without your help Lord..
You are always at my side, every time I have something to fulfill
ALL thanks to you, LORD..

CHILDHOOD….. DearLy miss it!

Sometimes, there are days that I miss my childhood so badly. It’s as if that I just want to be a kid again.

NO WORRIES… SO CAREFREE…. and LIFE was so much SIMPLE then. Okay, nostalgia hit me again this time but, you know, there are just some days that when I look up into the sky, on how the sky look like that very day and how the wind blows onto my face---it felt like it belongs to somewhere else. Somewhere in the past, perhaps. And it’s like I’m having a déjà vu.

Well, enough of the drama. Here are the THINGS that I used to do in my childhood years and I miss them.

I MISS….

Ó Riding my bicycle and having a race together with my childhood friends around our subdivision. The best part… to be chased by a DOG and you have to speed up in order not to be bitten by it.

Ó Making the subdivision’s guard house (it’s not yet finished then) our den or hideout.

Ó Playing with my brother and his friends. Of course, the games they played are for boys and honestly, I pictured myself before as one of the boys?? LOL

Ó Star-gazing with my friends at a friend’s rooftop.

Ó Visiting my friends’ houses in the afternoon.

Ó Playing in the rain and catching cold afterwards.

Ó Strolling at the park with childhood buddies. We have a pyramid at our park and that’s where we usually hang out.

Ó Pretending to be someone. I guess the right word is.. PORTRAYING someone! Haha

Ó Playing “larong-pinoy games”!

Ó Sweating so much because of a game.

Ó Riding on the front of a pushcart every time my parents go to the grocery.

Ó Taking a FORCED-siesta. Our nanny always forced us to take a nap on the afternoons.

Ó JUST BEING A KID.

So, those are the things that pop out of my head and I miss it!

Those are just some..

:)

"As i grow old, my realizations about LIFE become deeper,

PROBLEMS get bigger, SITUATIONS become more complicated,

Sometimes, I wish I could go back..

Back to the time when the only man in my life was my dad,

my best friend was my mom..

and any pain could be healed by just a band-aid or lollipop."

the GIRL I KNEW

The Girl I Knew

There’s a certain girl I knew
Whom I fondly call Mimi
A girl who paints the town red
Whenever, wherever.

Being with her,
Laughing with her,
Chatting with her,
Were the first things I would readily do.

She’s the kind,
One would go in to,
Her laughter, her smiles,
You just can’t get enough,
‘Coz with her, what you see is what you get

written by the girl i also know very well, my cousin

What COLORS say ABout YOU

My friend ask me to take this personality test yesterday at this site goldinuniverse.com. And, the Results are AMAzING... AMAzIng because they SPEAK QUITE TRUE About mE. While taking the test, I am not really sure on what i'm doing because I think i didn't quite get the instruction. (silly me!) Though the instruction is Really-really simple... JUST PICK COLORS ON YOUR PREFERENCE... luckily, I did pick colors on how i preferred each of them.

Personality TESTs has a way on SURPRISING me. I guess its with the RESULTS they gave you. :)

Name: jeramae
Date: 3/24/2009
Colorgenics Number: 05726143
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The idea of togetherness, love, warmth, tenderness and mutual understanding fascinates you but you seem to be embarrassed by the thought of allowing this to appear openly. It would appear that you employ a cautious exploratory tactic in the pursuit of this objective, making sure that you are neither irrevocably committed nor found out.

You want what you want and you need all that you want and, as they say in the movies, you are the sort of individual that 'By hook or by crook' you will, by fair means or foul, endeavour to get what you are looking for.

It's the time of year that you are apt to become extremely restless and emotionally withdrawn. This is preventing you from becoming deeply involved with a person or persons within your sphere of influence. If you are willing to 'let go' and release your inhibitions you will find that a great deal of physical satisfaction will result, far more than perhaps you even believed you were capable of.

Having experienced considerable disappointment of late and not knowing quite what to do about it this has led you to suffer a great deal of agitation and anxiety. You are trying very hard to make favourable impressions all round. You feel that you have a right to do anything that you wish without being condemned for your beliefs. Everything seems to be going against you and you feel helpless to change the situation. The possibility of failure is most upsetting and this situation is leading to untold stress. You honestly believe that the situation is not of your making - it is not your fault - you have been misled and abused by those that you trusted, but you are trying to look at the situation quite dispassionately. Would you perhaps not agree that this situation could be regarded as unrealistic self justification?

You feel worn out - you have no energy and your depleted vitality has created intolerance for any further stimulation. You feel inadequate and this subjects you to agitation, irritation and acute distress from which you try to escape by refusing further direct participation. You have become very wary and cautious but you have an inner strength. You have that determination to get your own way and succeed in the end.

PUBLIC HUMILIATION

Have you ever tried to be publicly humiliated by someone? Or your reputation, self, dignity, the WHOLE you, been publicly CRITICIZED. In my case, YES… I had.

This particular event in my life happened just months ago. And I think it was the MOMENT IN MY LIFE THAT I CAME ACROSS WITH “HURT”. A REAL HURT THAT was. It’s because this public humiliation is done by my sister. MY LITTLE SISTER.
The relationship that we had is the usual type for a close sister tandem. We get along always or most of the time. But I think some thing’s wrong with our relationship. And it’s not one of those common issues among siblings.. the so-called sibling rivalry is not the dispute here.. rather., we had this situation : SHE’S-THE-BIG-SISTER and I’M-YOUNGER-THAN-HER. She’s more mature than me and more conscious. We had petty fights not until this.

Well, I must admit that I’m the type of person who loves to meddle with someone’s affairs especially if that someone concerns me. I think I really don’t have to go through every detail on how our fight began. To say it straight to the point, we had a FiGHT and SHE PUBLICLY HUMILIATED ME OVER A BLOG! Yeah, I’ve said that she’s more mature than me, but what she did was VERY IMMATURE! Point is, she didn’t have to get sympathized OVER THE NET. I mean, she’s throwing it all on me. A one-sided blog that pinpointing that I’M THE ONE in FAULT ALWAYS. BTW, this blog is not a REVENGE-THING BLOG, if it is, I would have start Blogging months ago. I just have to let this out so I can be totally okay. I mean, few friends of mine know what happened and have heard my side of the story, but I just want to keep this posted on my blog.  BUT ACTUALLY THERES JUST TWO PERSONS WHOM I CAN TALK TO ABOUT THIS SITUATION, AND AMONG THE TWO PERSONS ONLY ONE REALLY KNOWS WHAT HAPPENED AND THE HURT I FELT THEN. (guess, I really have a hard time opening to someone)

Going back, the thing that really PISSED ME was those persons “SYMPATHIZING” her. I mean, WHO ARE THEY TO COMMENT, CRITICIZE on me. THEY DON’T KNOW THE WHOLE STORY, HEARING A ONE-SIDED STORY makes no difference. THEY DON’T KNOW WANT THEY ARE DOING It really pissed me sympathizing over the issue—for what? To tell that they are effin ‘GOOD FRIEND’. If a person is much WISER, they should here both sides before commenting on any issue.

This event didn’t happen only once but twice. So every time it happened, I feel that after my sister posted the blog, my reputation is always at stake. I remember, the day after she posted the blog, I don’t want to go to school that day because I know her friends know about the issue and their eyes would be staring at me as I walk across their rooms. I’m not acting GUILTY—that im really one at fault, both of us ARE AT FAULT. I THINK THAT’S THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE THAT I NEEDED TO WEAR A MASK. We’re both in college but unluckily this semester our rooms are always near to each other. So every time I walk over the corridors on the 7th floor of our building, I feel some COLD EYES being laid on me. It really made DAMAGE on me.

I’m just glad that the WHOLE THING is OVER. Now, ME and MY SISTER is currently mending the broken bridge, setting aside our differences is FAR more IMPORTANT. We trying to do the things we’re doing together though I have sweared to myself after the said incident that “THINGS WILL NEVER BE THE SAME AGAIN”.

What CAn I say...

Okay… I CANT BELIEVE I’M WRITING!! I MEAN BLOGGING!! Haha

I can’t just get hold of the fact that I’m effin BLOGGING (finally). Well, I guess I just needed someone to CONVINCE ME and thanks to my friend for doing so… You see, I always thought of BLOGGING, I mean the DRIVE TO BLOG SOMETHING is always there and THERE ARE TIMES THAT I REALLY WANNA WRITE SOMETHING but I couldn’t just do it then because I am NOT YET Prepared that my ideas be heard out by anybody and I just couldn’t find the motivation I think or I’M JUST BEING TOO LAZY to do it.

Now I GUESS it’s the time. I really owe it to my friend for convincing me, motivating, and believing that I have the capacity to be a blogger (well, anyone can be right?). So, should I say to myself WELCOME TO THE WORLD OF BLOGGERS? I guess so.